In Larry McMurtry's "Lonesome Dove," the protagonist reflects on the futility of his actions during a time of crisis. Although he chose not to remain and engage in the conflict, it is notable that he also did not take the opportunity to fight or protect those around him. This contemplation highlights the complex emotions surrounding bravery and inaction in the face of death.
The imagery of riding over the same prairie emphasizes the cyclical nature of his choices and the consequences of his decisions. While he was physically present in the landscape, his inability to take decisive action rendered him passive, leading to tragic outcomes for both sides involved. This passage evokes a sense of regret and highlights the struggles of individuals confronting moral dilemmas in dire situations.