In Haruki Murakami's novel "Pinball," published in 1973, the protagonist reflects on his struggles with belonging. He feels that the environments and communities he connects with are unable to keep pace with change, leading to a sense of disconnection. This sense of not fitting into the evolving world around him creates an emotional distance from the places he once thought were home.

The quote captures a feeling of frustration and alienation, highlighting the character's internal conflict as he seeks a place where he can feel accepted. The struggle to find one’s identity amidst changing circumstances is a central theme in Murakami's work, resonating with anyone who has felt out of sync with their surroundings.