Book: Morning in the Burned House
Quotes of Book: Morning in the Burned House
Up You wake up filled with dread
There seems no reason for it.
Morning light sifts through the window,
there is birdsong,
you can't get out of bed. It's something about the crumpled sheets
hanging over the edge like jungle
foliage, the terry slippers gaping
their dark pink mouths for your feet,
the unseen breakfast–some of it
in the refrigerator you do not dare
to open–you do not dare to eat. What prevents you? The future. The future tense,
immense as outer space.
You could get lost there.
No. Nothing so simple. The past, its destiny
and drowned events pressing you down,
like sea water, like gelatin
filling your lungs instead of air. Forget all that and let's get up.
Try moving your arm.
Try moving your head.
Pretend the house is on fire
and you must run or burn.
No, that one's useless.
It's never worked before. Where is it coming from, this echo,
this huge No that surrounds you,
silent as the folds of the yellow
curtains, mute as the cheerful Mexican bowl with its cargo
or mummified flowers?
{You chose the colours of the sun,
not the dried neutrals of shadow.
God knows you've tried.}
Now here's a good one:
you're lying on your deathbed.
You have one hour to live.
Who is it, exactly, you have needed
all these years to forgive? book-quote