The character's journey reflects a search for meaning and fulfillment through various belief systems and practices. Initially, she embraced Christianity, but after fifteen years without desired results, she moved on to Scientology. Her experience there was costly and unsatisfactory, leading her to explore Buddhism and yoga without success.

Ultimately, her path took a darker turn as she turned to alcohol. Interestingly, this shift seems to have provided her with a sense of solace, as she continues to drink, suggesting that perhaps the search for stability or peace might have been found in an unexpected way.