I've never ditched school before. Of course a boy I kissed has never been arrested before, either.
This is about me being real. To myself. And now I'm going to be real to Alex, like he's always wanted. It's scary, and I'm not convinced I'm doing the right thing. But I can't ignore this magnetic pull that Alex has over me.
I plug in the address on my GPS. It leads me to the south side, to a place called Enrique's Auto Body. A guy is standing in front. His mouth drops open the minute he sees me.
"I'm looking for Alex Fuentes."
The guy doesn't answer.
"Is he here?" I ask, feeling awkward. Maybe he doesn't speak English.
"What do you want with Alejandro?" the guy finally asks.
My heart is pumping so hard I can see my shirt move with each beat. "I need to talk to him."
"He'll be better off if you leave him alone," the guy says.
"
, Enrique," a familiar voice booms. I turn to Alex, leaning against the auto body's front door with a shop towel hanging out of his pocket and a wrench in his hand. The hair peeking out of his bandana is mussed and he looks more masculine than any guy I've ever seen.
I want to hold him. I need him to tell me it's okay, that he's not going to jail ever again.
Alex keeps his eyes fixed on mine.
"I guess I'll leave you two alone," I think I hear Enrique say, but I'm too focused on Alex to hear clearly.
My feet are glued to the same spot so it's a good thing he saunters toward me.
"Um," I start. "I, uh, heard you got arrested. I had to see if you're okay."
"You ditched school to see if I was okay?"
I nod because my tongue won't work.
Alex steps back. "Well, then. Now that you've seen I'm , go back to school. I gotta, you know, get back to work. My bike was impounded last night and I need to make money to get it back."
"Wait!" I yell. I take a deep breath. This is it. I'm going to spill my guts. "I don't know why or when I started falling for you, Alex. But I did. Ever since I almost ran over your motorcycle that first day of school I haven't been able to stop thinking about what it would be like if you and I got together. And that kiss…God, I swear I never experienced anything like that in my life. It mean something. If the solar system didn't tilt then, it never will. I know it's crazy because we're so different. And if anything happens between us I don't want people at school to know. Not that you'll agree to have a secret relationship with me, but I at least have to find out if it's possible. I broke up with Colin, who I had a very public relationship with and I'm ready for something private. Private and real. I know I'm babbling like an idiot, but if you don't say something soon or give me a hint of what you're thinking then I'll--"
"Say it again," he says.
"That whole drawn-out speech?" I remember something about a solar system, but I'm too light-headed to recite the entire thing all over again.
He steps closer. "No. The part about you fallin' for me."
My eyes cling to his. "I think about you all the time, Alex. And I really, really want to kiss you again."
The sides of his mouth turn up.
This is about me being real. To myself. And now I'm going to be real to Alex, like he's always wanted. It's scary, and I'm not convinced I'm doing the right thing. But I can't ignore this magnetic pull that Alex has over me.
I plug in the address on my GPS. It leads me to the south side, to a place called Enrique's Auto Body. A guy is standing in front. His mouth drops open the minute he sees me.
"I'm looking for Alex Fuentes."
The guy doesn't answer.
"Is he here?" I ask, feeling awkward. Maybe he doesn't speak English.
"What do you want with Alejandro?" the guy finally asks.
My heart is pumping so hard I can see my shirt move with each beat. "I need to talk to him."
"He'll be better off if you leave him alone," the guy says.
"
, Enrique," a familiar voice booms. I turn to Alex, leaning against the auto body's front door with a shop towel hanging out of his pocket and a wrench in his hand. The hair peeking out of his bandana is mussed and he looks more masculine than any guy I've ever seen.
I want to hold him. I need him to tell me it's okay, that he's not going to jail ever again.
Alex keeps his eyes fixed on mine.
"I guess I'll leave you two alone," I think I hear Enrique say, but I'm too focused on Alex to hear clearly.
My feet are glued to the same spot so it's a good thing he saunters toward me.
"Um," I start. "I, uh, heard you got arrested. I had to see if you're okay."
"You ditched school to see if I was okay?"
I nod because my tongue won't work.
Alex steps back. "Well, then. Now that you've seen I'm , go back to school. I gotta, you know, get back to work. My bike was impounded last night and I need to make money to get it back."
"Wait!" I yell. I take a deep breath. This is it. I'm going to spill my guts. "I don't know why or when I started falling for you, Alex. But I did. Ever since I almost ran over your motorcycle that first day of school I haven't been able to stop thinking about what it would be like if you and I got together. And that kiss…God, I swear I never experienced anything like that in my life. It mean something. If the solar system didn't tilt then, it never will. I know it's crazy because we're so different. And if anything happens between us I don't want people at school to know. Not that you'll agree to have a secret relationship with me, but I at least have to find out if it's possible. I broke up with Colin, who I had a very public relationship with and I'm ready for something private. Private and real. I know I'm babbling like an idiot, but if you don't say something soon or give me a hint of what you're thinking then I'll--"
"Say it again," he says.
"That whole drawn-out speech?" I remember something about a solar system, but I'm too light-headed to recite the entire thing all over again.
He steps closer. "No. The part about you fallin' for me."
My eyes cling to his. "I think about you all the time, Alex. And I really, really want to kiss you again."
The sides of his mouth turn up.
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