I was terrified the whole time they had you and I didn't know where you were. I...

I was terrified the whole time they had you and I didn't know where you were. I was scared out of my mind that I would never see you again or get to hold you. And when I did see you? I was afraid I'd never hear you laugh again or see your beautiful smile. So, yeah, I lied. I was terrified. I'm still lying."
"Daemon.."
"I'm scared shitless that I'll never be able to make this up to you. That I'll never be able to give you back your life –