I wish you were here," I say, shutting my eyes and remembering the way Dad...

I wish you were here," I say, shutting my eyes and remembering the way Dad looked in my hallucination.
I hear his voice again, so real that I'm worried I'm about to fall into another hallucination. Maybe that's what I really want. If I can only see him in madness, is it worth trying to hold onto sanity?