That's what I've always found so pathetic about . They weep when they have a...

That's what I've always found so pathetic about . They weep when they have a live glimpse of you, frame the fork you touched. Yet they're impervious to anything with that inspiration, like enriching their own lives. It drove Stanny-boy crazy. He used to say to me, '
'-it was his nickname for me-'
, they see the films five times, write me fan letters, but the underlying meaning is lost on them. They take nothing away. Not heroism. Not courage. It's all just .