This is not a barren place. Villanelle, whose talent is to look at everything at...

This is not a barren place. Villanelle, whose talent is to look at everything at least twice, taught me to find joy in the most unlikely places and still to be surprised by the obvious. She had a knack of raising your spirits just by saying, 'Look at that,' and that was always an ordinary treasure brought to life. She can even charm the fishwives. So I go from my room in the morning and make the journey to the garden very slowly, feeling the walls with my hands, getting a sense of surface, of texture. I breathe carefully, smelling the air, and when the sun is up I turn my face that way and let it lighten me.
. . . At the garden, although I have a spade and a fork, I often dig with my hands if it's not too cold. I like to feel the earth, to squeeze it hard and tight or to crumble it between my fingers.
There's time here to love slowly.