For a long time, you have experienced the feeling that people around you are not genuinely caring or doing anything for you. This ongoing neglect or indifference weighs heavily on your emotions, leading to a sense of loneliness and frustration.

"And one fine day anxiety sprouts in you, and you understand that the one who does not care is none other than God, and he is not easy, but does not exist." This highlights a moment of realization where you perceive divine indifference as a reflection of your own feelings of abandonment, acknowledging the complex and often difficult relationship with faith and the divine.