A child was a temptation of the flesh, as well as of the spirit; I knew the bliss of that unbounded oneness, as I knew the bittersweet joy of seeing that oneness fade as the child learned itself and stood alone.But I had crossed some subtle line. Whether it was that I was born myself with some secret quota embodied in my flesh, or only that I knew my sole allegiance must be given elsewhere now...I knew. As a mother, I had the lightness now of effort completed, honor satisfied. Mission accomplished.
The quote reflects a complex emotional journey of motherhood, capturing both the joy and the bittersweet reality of watching a child grow independent. The speaker describes the profound connection with the child, where they experienced a sense of unity that was both fulfilling and challenging. This connection gradually changes as the child learns to navigate the world on their own, evoking mixed feelings of nostalgia and pride.
Additionally, the speaker acknowledges a pivotal shift in their identity as a mother. They recognize that they have reached a significant milestone in their parenting journey, feeling a sense of completion and honor in their role. This realization signifies a deeper commitment and understanding of their responsibilities, as well as an acceptance of the inevitable changes that come with raising a child.
