And when I say that is certainly true, that our marriage is over. I know what else she will say: "Then you must save it." And even though I know it's hopeless- there's absolutely nothing left to save-I'm afraid if I tell her that, she'll still persuade me to try.
The speaker reflects on the finality of their marriage, acknowledging that it has reached a point of no return. Despite recognizing that there is nothing left to salvage, they anticipate their partner's plea to fight for the relationship. This awareness of impending persuasion creates a sense of conflict, as the speaker fears being convinced to attempt to revive something that feels hopeless.
This internal struggle highlights the complexities of love and commitment, revealing how difficult it can be to accept the end of a relationship. The fear of causing pain to a partner, combined with a sense of obligation, complicates the decision to move on, even when one understands that it may be the necessary choice.