As for me...I'm fine. I have bad dreams, but I never saw Mister Duck again. I play video games. I smoke a little dope. I got my thousand-yard stare. I carry a lot of scares.I like the way that sounds.I carry a lot of scares.
The character reflects on their experiences, indicating that while they face difficult emotional memories and nightmares, they have learned to cope through distractions like video games and substance use. Despite the presence of fear and trauma in their life, they have developed a certain acceptance of their state, suggesting a level of resignation towards their inner struggles.
The phrase "I carry a lot of scares" poignantly captures the weight of their...