In Thomas Pynchon's "Against the Day," Cyprian finds himself deeply intrigued by the eyes that avoid his gaze. He is not drawn to those who look directly at him; rather, it is the indifference or even disdain in their averted eyes that captivates him. This complex attraction drives his emotions and reactions, making the act of being slighted or disregarded surprisingly enchanting for him.

This fascination is so profound that it lingers beyond a single encounter, often carrying him through the subsequent day. The contrast between yearning and indifference creates a compelling dynamic for Cyprian, highlighting his desire for unattainable connections. His emotional state thrives on this delicate interplay, revealing much about his character and his perception of relationships.