He knows very well what underlies the compulsive side of his nature; it is the wish to escape that which he can't comprehend, seeking safety in an unbendable estrangement.
The protagonist in "The Stone Diaries" by Carol Shields grapples with deep-seated compulsions linked to his desire to flee from the unknown aspects of his life. This struggle indicates a profound need for clarity and understanding, as he attempts to navigate feelings of confusion and uncertainty.
His inclination towards a rigid detachment serves as a coping mechanism, allowing him to shield himself from the complexities that overwhelm him. This emotional estrangement highlights his internal conflict and illustrates the tension between his yearning for comprehension and the fear of what lies beyond his comprehension.
