He's like a drug for you, Bella." His voice was still gentle, not at all critical. "I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. but I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun."The corner of my mouth turned up in a wistful half-smile. "I used to think of you that way, you know. Like the sun. My personal sun. You balanced out the clouds nicely for me." He sighed. "The clouds I can handle. But I can't fight with an eclipse.
In this excerpt from "Eclipse," a character reflects on the complex nature of love and dependency, comparing a person's influence to that of a drug. The speaker acknowledges that the other person has become an essential part of their life, suggesting a deep emotional reliance. However, he contrasts that unhealthy reliance with the idea of being a positive force, like the elements of nature that are vital for life.
The speaker reminisces about how he once felt like a source of light for the other person, indicating a shift in their relationship dynamic. While he acknowledges the difficulties presented by the current situation, addressing the metaphor of an "eclipse," he expresses a need to be uplifting rather than overshadowed. The conversation highlights themes of longing, emotional struggle, and the desire for genuine connection amidst challenges.
