He stood there in the blistering cold until her private jet took her away. He watched it until it was out of sight. All he could think was, what if she doesn't come back? What if she really does get that Oscar and is lured into one more and one more and one more? A private jet came for her and she didn't even have to pack. And having her own jet didn't make her the least intimidated or uncomfortable. This was Muriel's real life. What the hell was I thinking I could mean to her? What if she's all done being mine? *
The protagonist stands in the harsh cold, observing as Muriel departs in her private jet, consumed by feelings of uncertainty. He contemplates the possibility of her not returning, especially if success leads her further away. Her effortless life, marked by glamour, highlights the distance between them, leaving him questioning his significance in her world.
The scene encapsulates his struggle, showcasing a blend of admiration and insecurity. He grapples with the notion that her achievements might lead her to newfound opportunities, casting doubt on their relationship. The stark contrast between their lives leaves him wondering about his place in her future.
