The protagonist's intellectual journey is marked by a meandering exploration of thoughts, sometimes leading to deep insights and at other times to the naive simplicity of a child. This illustrates the unpredictable nature of understanding and self-discovery, where the path can be both profound and straightforward.
Amidst this quest for knowledge, she holds on to a powerful realization that fuels her courage—she recognizes there is nothing to fear. This conviction becomes a guiding force in her exploration, enabling her to navigate the complexities of her mind with confidence and resilience.