"Personal history. As because St. Clair always ran back to Ellie, I assumed that she did it again. Is that? And did he do that? I'm not sure anymore." This reflects the narrator's confusion about St. Clair's actions and their past relationship, hinting at unresolved feelings and misunderstandings that cloud their perception of what truly happened.

"I have spent every last year suffocated between lust and pain, ecstasy and betrayal, and only becomes more difficult to see the truth. How many times our emotions can be tied to someone else to be pulled, tight and twisted before they break? Before they can no longer be repaired?" This describes the emotional turmoil and the fragile nature of love and trust, emphasizing how repeated heartbreak can distort perceptions and threaten emotional stability.