"I am too far away now from it all," Lymond states, indicating a sense of emotional or physical distance from a particular situation or experience. He seems to feel disconnected, possibly overwhelmed or detached from the events or feelings that once mattered deeply to him.
He also mentions the lack of tools like a sea card, compass, or star, which symbolize guidance and direction. This suggests he is metaphorically lost or uncertain about how to navigate his current circumstances, emphasizing a sense of confusion or lack of clear guidance in his life.