In this excerpt from "Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine" by Gail Honeyman, the protagonist reflects on her transformation through makeup and aesthetic changes. She describes altering her natural appearance by changing the color of her legs and hair, enhancing her eyelashes, and applying bold colors to her cheeks and lips. Despite these drastic modifications that should make her look more unnatural, she finds that this appearance aligns with societal expectations of what is acceptable and appropriate.

This internal conflict highlights the complexities of identity and self-perception. The protagonist recognizes that her enhanced look distances her from her true self while simultaneously making her feel more accepted. This contradiction raises questions about societal norms surrounding beauty and individuality, suggesting that the pressure to conform to certain standards can lead to a puzzling disconnection from one's authenticity.