I don't think you ever wanted to be happy anyway. It don't suit you, so you managed to avoid it.
The quote "I don't think you ever wanted to be happy anyway. It don't suit you, so you managed to avoid it." from Larry McMurtry's "Lonesome Dove" suggests that some individuals may resist happiness due to their own perceptions or beliefs about themselves. The underlying idea is that certain people can become accustomed to unhappiness, making it a familiar state that feels safer than the vulnerability that comes with joy.
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