I had said what I never meant to say, but what has been said cannot be unsaid, I enjoyed our silence, I was completely sober again, but all the same I had no idea what I was thinking, probably nothing.
The quote reflects a moment of realization where the speaker acknowledges the permanence of their words, expressing regret over things said impulsively. This highlights a struggle between thought and expression, showing how communication can lead to unintended consequences. The juxtaposition of enjoying silence suggests a longing for deeper, unspoken connection, contrasting with the chaos of verbal exchanges.
The mention of sobriety indicates clarity of mind, yet the speaker feels lost, emphasizing...