I missed my father driving us back from the Pomona State Fair, elbowing me awake, the Dodger postgame on the radio as I rubbed the sleep from my eyes just in time to see that sign, DICKENS-NEXT EXIT, and know I was home. Shit, I missed that sign. And what are cities really, besides signs and arbitrary boundaries?
In Paul Beatty's "The Sellout," the narrator reflects on a cherished memory of traveling home with his father after a fair. The experience evokes nostalgia as the familiar sights and sounds, like the Dodger game on the radio, remind him of the comfort of home. The mention of the "DICKENS-NEXT EXIT" sign symbolizes a deeper connection to his roots and personal history. This sense of belonging contrasts sharply with the disorientation of urban life.
The narrator questions the essence of cities, pondering their meaning beyond mere physical landmarks and boundaries. This contemplation raises philosophical inquiries about identity and community, suggesting that the true value of a place lies in personal experiences rather than its geographical designation. Through this lens, Beatty explores themes of memory, belonging, and the arbitrary nature of societal constructs.
