I really wanted to see you, I said.And I really wanted to see you, too, she said. When Icouldn't see you any more, I realized that. It was as clear as ifthe planets all of a sudden lined up in a row for me. I reallyneed you. You're a part of me; I'm a part of you. You know,somewhere-I'm not at all sure where-I think I cutsomething's throat. Sharpening my knife, my heart a stone.
The passage reflects a deep longing and connection between two individuals. The speaker expresses their desire to see the other person, acknowledging that the absence has highlighted their need for each other. The metaphor of planets aligning suggests a moment of clarity and realization regarding their bond, emphasizing that they are interlinked in a profound way. This feeling of mutual dependency conveys the intensity of their relationship.
Moreover, the imagery of "cutting something's throat" and "sharpening my knife" introduces a darker undertone, hinting at emotional struggles. The mention of a heart as a stone suggests that despite this connection, there may be pain or heaviness involved. Overall, the passage captures a complexity of desire and emotional conflict within intimate relationships, characteristic of Murakami's style.
