I said You don't know what worry is. I don't know what it is. I don't know whether I am worrying or not. Whether I can or not . I don't know whether I can cry or not. I don't know whether I have tried to or not. I feel like a wet seed wild in the hot blind earth.
The speaker expresses deep confusion and uncertainty about their emotional state. They are grappling with the concept of worry, unsure if they truly understand or experience it. This ambiguity extends to their ability to feel or express emotions like crying, as they are trapped in a state of discomfort and disconnection.
The imagery of being a "wet seed wild in the hot blind earth" suggests a feeling of being lost and overwhelmed, unable to find direction or clarity. This metaphor captures the essence of struggling with inner turmoil, highlighting the complexity of the human experience and the challenges of processing one's feelings.
