Clete describes a haunting dream that plagues him, leaving him restless and troubled. He envisions a scenario where everyone is dead, trapped in a timeless purgatory filled with unanswerable questions that cause anguish. This nightmarish experience reflects his deep-seated fears and regrets about life and death, weighing heavily on his mind during quiet moments, particularly in the early hours of the morning.
He even sought help from a therapist but could not bring himself to share his pain, finding the therapist too closely linked to the nightmare. Clete’s reflections underscore a profound sense of existential dread, urging his friend Streak to cherish their time alive, as the alternative—death—is nothing short of unbearable.