I wandered over across the hall where they were showing a short movie about vasectomies. Much later I told her that I'd actually gotten a vasectomy a long time ago, and somebody else must have gotten her pregnant. I also told her once that I had inoperable cancer and would soon be passed away and gone, eternally. But nothing I could think up, no matter how dramatic or horrible, ever made her repent or love me the way she had at first, before she really knew me.
The narrator reflects on a past experience where he briefly attended a short film about vasectomies. Later, he confesses to someone that he had undergone a vasectomy long ago, suggesting that someone else is responsible for her pregnancy. His attempt to manipulate the situation through shocking revelations reveals his frustrations and longing for connection.
He also mentions telling her about his supposed inoperable cancer and imminent death, hoping to evoke a strong emotional response. Despite his dramatic statements, he realizes that none of his efforts can rekindle the love they once shared before she truly understood his character. This illustrates the profound changes in their relationship and the narrator's sense of isolation.
