In short, I always vowed, one way or another, not to change. Not me. I needed the fierceness of vowing because I could scarcely help but notice..that it was mighty unlikely.
In Annie Dillard's "An American Childhood," the author reflects on her strong resolve to remain true to herself amidst the pressures of growing up. Despite the challenges and changes that life brings, she recognizes the importance of maintaining her identity and convictions, even when the odds seem to suggest otherwise.
This fierce determination is evident in her vow not to change, illustrating her struggle against the inevitable transformations that accompany adulthood. Dillard's introspection emphasizes the internal conflict of wanting to stay authentic while facing the external influences that urge conformity.