In "Istanbul: Memories and the City," Orhan Pamuk reflects on the nature of his beginnings as an artist and writer. He describes a desire to break free from societal expectations, particularly the conventional need for employment and structured work life. This pursuit was rooted in the longing to explore creativity and individuality beyond the constraints of having a typical job.

The author emphasizes that his initial goal was to embrace a state of exploration and freedom rather than to achieve a defined purpose. By rejecting the norms of office life, Pamuk sought to navigate a more authentic personal journey, allowing for a deeper connection to his memories and the city that shaped him. His reflections highlight the importance of personal fulfillment over societal obligations.