In the narrative, Alex's commitments have repeatedly failed to stop the same problems from arising, leading to a sense of frustration and helplessness. The protagonist feels trapped, recognizing that despite her hopes for change, the cycle continues.
This realization sparks a longing for Alex to understand her position better. The protagonist's wish reflects her desire for him to appreciate the weight of their situation and the inevitability of their circumstances, reinforcing the theme of unbreakable patterns in relationships.