It isn't a bit of use my pretending I'm not crying, because I am... Pause to mop up. Better now.Perhaps it would really be rather dull to be married and settled for life. Liar! It would be heaven.
In the excerpt from "I Capture the Castle" by Dodie Smith, the narrator expresses her emotional struggle, candidly admitting to crying despite her attempts to hide it. She takes a moment to compose herself and reflects on her feelings about marriage and stability.
She contrasts her initial thought that a settled life might be dull with the truth that being married would actually be blissful. This internal conflict highlights her longing...