It occurred to her that this was what being caught might be like. The white-hot flash of recognition and then her life blown open, a radioactive mirror in a wasteland, her secretive life torn asunder and scattered outward in disarray.
In "Last Night in Montreal," the protagonist experiences a moment of revelation that changes her life. This sudden realization feels intense and overwhelming, comparable to a bright flash that reveals hidden truths. It signifies the moment when her secretive existence is thrust into the open, leading to chaos and vulnerability.
The imagery of her life being compared to a radioactive mirror in a wasteland represents the destructive nature of this exposure. Her carefully constructed facade is dismantled, and she faces the unsettling reality of her situation, leaving her in disarray as she grapples with the consequences of being exposed.