Evelyn struggles with the idea of Barbara Walters, a strong and ambitious figure, sacrificing her life for someone like Ed Couch. Despite the improbability, Evelyn clings to this hope, trying to convince herself of its possibility. Her thoughts reflect her own insecurities and the impact of societal expectations on her self-worth.

Even though Evelyn does not practice religion, she finds solace in the Bible's teachings, which seem to justify her submissive behavior. This reliance on scripture highlights her internal conflict as she grapples with her identity and the pressures to conform to traditional roles in relationships.