In "New Moon," the second book of Stephenie Meyer’s Twilight series, the protagonist Bella Swan grapples with profound emotional pain following Edward Cullen's departure. Feeling utterly alone, she struggles to find meaning in her existence without him, highlighting her deep connection to Edward and the emptiness his absence creates in her life. Bella’s sense of loss leads her to take reckless risks in an attempt to feel alive, as she confronts her grief and the reality of her situation.

The quote "It will be as if I never existed" encapsulates Bella's despair, emphasizing her belief that her life holds little value without Edward. This sentiment drives her actions throughout the novel, illustrating her struggle with identity and the importance of love and companionship. Bella’s journey reflects themes of longing, the search for self, and the impact of love on one’s sense of purpose.