Let them be gone now, them and all the others, those I have used and those I have not used, give me back the pains I lent them and vanish, from my life, my memory, my terrors and shames. There, now there is no one here but me, no one wheels about me, no one comes toward me, no one has ever met anyone before my eyes, these creatures have never been, only I and this black void have ever been.
The quote reflects the deep desire for solitude and the personal struggle with past relationships and memories. The speaker expresses a wish to be free from the burdens of those who have been part of their life, whether they were useful or not. There's a sense of yearning to reclaim their own pain, highlighting a profound disconnection and a longing to retreat into a space where only they exist, devoid of outside influences or interactions.
This profound isolation accentuates the theme of existential loneliness permeating Beckett's works. The speaker's assertion that only they and the void remain illustrates a struggle with identity and existence, suggesting that their reality is starkly individualistic. It emphasizes a deep internal conflict, where all others fade into nothingness, leaving only the self confronting the emptiness of existence.