In her essay, Roxane Gay reflects on the discomfort of enjoying literature that may not align with her feminist values. She acknowledges that, similar to Ana's inner goddess, she finds herself drawn to books that offer pleasure despite their problematic elements. This contradiction highlights the complexities of human nature and personal taste. Gay’s admission reveals the struggle many face in reconciling their enjoyment of certain media with their ideals. It emphasizes the nuanced reality of being a feminist while still finding appeal in stories that may perpetuate negative stereotypes or harmful narratives. Ultimately, she embraces this duality as a part of being human.