In Samuel Beckett's "Molloy," the protagonist grapples with the concept of love and its significance in his life. He reflects on a deeply troubling experience that raises questions about the nature of true affection. Despite the bizarre imagery of being placed in a rectum, the protagonist feels a sense of indifference, suggesting that such experiences do not define him.
This introspection leads him to wonder whether he has ever truly known love. The strange circumstances he describes underline a deeper existential questioning, as he ponders the authenticity of emotions and connections. Ultimately, this reflection leaves him unsettled, exploring the fine line between intimacy and physicality in relationships.