In the book "Onyx" by Jennifer L. Armentrout, a character reflects on a relationship marked by a mix of emotions. The protagonist acknowledges the complexity of their interactions, which blend knowledge and bitterness as they share intimate moments, including kisses. This highlights the deep and conflicted feelings they have for each other.

The protagonist also observes that the other person retreats to someone like Boris, who provides emotional safety but lacks depth. This choice emphasizes the fear of genuine feelings and vulnerability in their connection, suggesting that true emotions are overwhelming and intimidating for them.