The protagonist experiences a profound infatuation for Lia, describing her beauty as exquisite yet fearing that his feelings may stem from a personal weakness. He contemplates the depth of his passion and wonders if it is truly substantial or merely superficial. This inner turmoil stems from an awareness of the powerful, almost divine connections celebrated in Italian poetry, where love is intertwined with spirituality and enlightenment.
He grapples with the apprehension that his attraction might not reach the same level of profound intimacy that poets describe—a union blessed by divine presence. The contrast he draws between his transient longing for Lia and the transcendent love characterized by deeper connections highlights his insecurity, as he searches for meaning and authenticity in his emotions amidst a backdrop of idealized love.