She would be quiet at first. Then she would say a word about something small, something she had noticed, and then another word, and another, each one flung out like a little piece of sand, one from this direction, another form behind, more and more, until his looks, his character, his soul would have eroded away . . . I was afraid that some unseen speck of truth would fly into my eye, blur what I was seeing and transform him from the divine man I thought he was into someone quite mundane, mortally wounded with tiresome habits and irritating imperfections.
In the passage from "The Joy Luck Club," the narrator reflects on her initial silence when confronted with the complexities of a loved one. Over time, small observations manifest into a cascade of realizations that could potentially diminish her idealized perception of him. Each detail she uncovers is akin to a grain of sand, gradually eroding the polished image she holds dear.
She expresses a deep-seated fear that these revelations may...