April often felt troubled by a sense of lacking a crucial piece that enabled others to handle life's challenges more easily. Despite her mother's active involvement in social causes, she appeared able to detach and find joy, unlike April who struggled internally. The constant presence of evil and negativity in the world weighed heavily on her thoughts, making her worry more than others.

"Sometimes April worried that she'd been built without some fundamental piece that everyone else had that just let them deal," highlighting her feelings of inadequacy and concern about her emotional resilience in a troubled world. This internal conflict sets her apart, emphasizing her sensitivity and the burden of awareness she carries.