In "The Last Picture Show" by Larry McMurtry, the protagonist expresses feelings of isolation and emotional turmoil. They feel overlooked and unloved, suggesting that this lack of care from others has contributed to their erratic behavior. The character acknowledges a sense of self-blame for their situation, indicating a recognition that they haven't made an effort to change their circumstances.
This reflection highlights a struggle with personal connections and the challenges of reaching out for help or seeking relationships. The character's admission creates a poignant commentary on the consequences of emotional neglect and the internal conflict that arises from feeling both uncared for and uncaring.