Stephanie Perkins describes depression as something that can become a comforting presence when experienced intensely. Instead of seeking relief, she feels a strange attachment to the heaviness it brings, almost wanting to stay immersed in its depths. The emotional weight becomes a source of solace, making it difficult to let go of those feelings.

Perkins highlights how depression can feel like a shelter or a familiar space, where one can find a strange sense of safety. This complex relationship with distress shows how deeply emotions can be intertwined with comfort, even when they are painful. It reveals the challenge of navigating feelings that provide both suffering and a strange sense of security.