There was nothing Mandy had wanted more than to give her full attention to the world of Personifications and ignore those who ignored her in society. She'd wanted to talk out loud to Alecto, to have conversations in front of other ordinary people. Unfortunately, to do that in front of ordinary people would only prove her insanity, and although Mandy was naïve at times, she wasn't stupid.
Mandy longed to immerse herself in the world of Personifications, desiring nothing more than deep, open conversations with Alecto. This yearning to engage fully with her imagined reality often clashed with the harsh realities of societal expectations. She felt drawn to this unique connection, but the fear of being labeled as insane by ordinary people held her back.
Despite her sometimes naïve nature, Mandy understood the societal repercussions of her desires. She recognized that expressing her thoughts and fantasies in front of those who dismissed her could lead to judgment. This inner conflict highlighted her struggle between embracing her true self and conforming to what society deemed acceptable.