In "Pushing the Limits" by Katie McGarry, a character grapples with her feelings towards a baby named Alexander. It becomes evident that, beneath her reluctance to admit it, she cherishes the time spent holding and comforting him. This connection reflects her deeper emotional state and her desire for intimacy and solitude in a moment filled with complexity. The narrative hints at her longing for more time, showcasing how her desire to rock Alexander goes beyond mere caregiving. It highlights her yearning for comfort and stability in her turbulent life, emphasizing the importance of these small, yet meaningful interactions.

Though she wouldn't admit it, I think she also wanted another few minutes to rock Alexander.