Who are you? Here at the highest shelf I stand closed, shrunk in a spider -covered glass, Like an ancient bat dried. And what were you? The golden god was igniting me, I sang with screams, actually screaming, This fervor was eating me away, it was his, not my voice. What do you see? I saw a solid without foundation How strengthens the skies, I saw a cover on Caesar. What do you hope for? Passion is fire extinguished. And love lies is - I know
The quote reflects a deep existential questioning, exploring identity and self-perception. The speaker feels trapped, likening their state to an artifact hidden behind glass, hinting at feelings of isolation and stagnation. The mention of "ancient bat dried" suggests a sense of decay and disconnection from life, while the reference to a "golden god" implies a powerful, perhaps overwhelming force that ignites passion but also consumes the individual. This passion, although intense, is not truly their own, further emphasizing their struggle.
The imagery of seeing a "solid without foundation" evokes a sense of instability despite apparent strength. The "cover on Caesar" may symbolize the hidden truths or veils of power and leadership. When questioning hope, the speaker reflects on the fleeting nature of passion and the disillusionment associated with love. The conclusion leads to a poignant understanding that what they believed to be fiery and empowering is often transient and built on falsehoods. This narrative encapsulates a journey of self-exploration amidst chaos and uncertainty.
