What am I now, Alai?Still good.At what?At--anything. There's a million soldiers who'd follow you to the end of the universe.I don't want to go to the end of the universe.So where do you want to go? They'll follow you.I want to go home, thought Ender, but I don't know where it is.
In the dialogue from "Ender's Game," Ender grapples with his identity and purpose. He is recognized as a capable leader, admired by many soldiers who are ready to support him without hesitation. However, despite this external validation and the potential for glory, Ender feels a deep discontent and uncertainty about his true desires. He contemplates what it means to be a good leader when he longs for something more personal and meaningful.
This internal conflict reveals Ender's desire for belonging and peace, as he expresses a wish to return home. Yet, he faces the realization that he is uncertain about what "home" truly means for him. This passage highlights the tension between external expectations and internal yearnings, showcasing Ender’s struggle to find his own path amidst the weight of his responsibilities and the admiration of others.
