In this passage, the narrator reflects on the mixed signals from St. Clair, who often compliments her and shares intimate moments like resting his leg against hers in dark theaters. These actions initially suggest affection and interest between them. However, after a few nights of closeness, he suddenly disappears for a month without explanation, leaving her confused and hurt.

"You tell me I'm beautiful,and that you like my hair and you like my smile. You rest your leg against mine in darkened theaters, and then you act as if nothing happened when the lights go up." The narrator questions how to interpret St. Clair's inconsistent behavior, especially since he expressed fear of being alone on her birthday. Despite her presence and feelings, his actions seem unpredictable, creating emotional turmoil for her. This highlights themes of longing and uncertainty in their relationship.