"A Personal Matter" is a novel by Kenzaburō Ōe that explores the internal conflict of a young man named Bird, who is facing a pivotal moment in his life. Bird struggles with the impending birth of his disabled son and reflects on his own fears and insecurities. His journey is marked by a mix of denial, shame, and a desire for escape, revealing deep existential questions about responsibility and the nature of parenthood.
The narrative delves into Bird's relationships, particularly with his wife and the societal expectations placed upon him. As he grapples with his emotions, the story exposes his fears of inadequacy and the stigma surrounding disability in society. This reflection prompts him to confront the broader implications of his choices and the potential consequence of abandoning his family.